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������ There is no love,like a mother's love,no stronger bond ,like the precious bond that comes when she gives birth.

A mothers love is forever strong,never changing at all....and when her children needs her,that mother love comes shining .

God bless all the mother's,for all the tears and heartaches,and for the special work that they do.

When her days on earth are over,a mother love lives on through generations to come.

Be thankful for our mothers,for their love with a higher love...from the power that God has given,and the strength that he provides them with.

�Written by satinlady

In memory of my mother who passed away April the 2nd of 2008

Do you ever wonder���������

What it would be like to feel the thunder?

To sit up in the sky,

And watch as the days pass by?

Do you ever think about the past,

And how everything fell apart in one big BLAST!?

And as�you hit the ground,

Was your love for me drowned?

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Did you ever think about the day,

When everything in your world turned gray?

Did�you ever here me call to you?

Just wishing that you only knew...

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Have you ever stoped to think,

That�our world could�be gone in one blink?

As everything is torn apart,

There will be nothing�left to heal a broken heart...

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So here I am again,

Thinking about the end...

To scared to know whats to come,

Because your love was�like a deadly venom...

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Had an ortho appointment today. Braces tightened. It never hurts that annoys me makes me think that they not doing they job.grrrr.

I just wanna tell the world how stupidly I'm missing somebody like you. What happened to my LOA? It didn't bring the man I love to me.

I still have a tendency to want to fall into the deep dark pit and agonise myself. I miss you and I wish I could talk to you� again.

Why is it that men can be so cruel ?

Im slipping back into comatose,

Please, just hold me close...

Tell me everything will be alright!

And never leave my sight...

Dont let this be the end,

You'll just�hurt me all over again...

You where away for all this time,

So allow me this one kiss goodbye...

I waited for you for so long,

But now your up and gone...

Theres nothing left to say,

Except that I hope to see you someday...

I'll always remember you,

And everything we went through...

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it's been 3 mths since i last saw raj. i still keep thinking about him. i still hold on to the old thought pattern.

one great thing i've done is to move on by joining a new yoga center, learning something good from others. i stopped visiting him or texting him.

but every day when i wake up, i still think about him. am i�crazy?

God. i hate myself so much sometimes.

HOW HARD IS IT TO GET OVER A GUY?

Hard......�really hard if �he was your first. Right? The first is the hardest and deepest?

It's been 2 years since we "brokeup" and not talked.

I still get the jitters when i see him, i still look down to avoid his eyes. I tell myself everytime I feel something that it shouldn't feel like this anymore because... its done?�

When will i ever get over him?

ANyways.

WOOT. I�think i can my learners now. woot woot

okay.. no matter what i talk or think about. IT ENDS UP BACK IN THE SAME PLACE..

HIM

okay. gonna go watch some House. maybe it'd get my mind of him.

=(

love ..

blahbee